ANARCHY WITH THE CELLOPHANE

where are the days going?!?!??! i'm starting to panic here.
let's see how long this post will be...
i'm ashamed of the things that happens in my country. a 15yo girl was raped, over and over, in a jail cell (jail cell? sounds right) she shared with 30 other men!!! what's wrong with the justice in brasil?!?!?! the judge on her case is a woman and she KNEW the girl was under age and still let her stay in a cell with 30 men!! MEN!!! this is sick. this really made me sick today.
'you're so energetic, and so full of laughter. what's going on?' one of those days...
the most recently thankful moment was having a friend for 18 hours in town. 18 hours sometimes is a lifetime. so much can be done in 18 hours, and so much was already being missed in 18 seconds... time is so damn relative...
there are many priceless things in my life these days...
more and more i believe things happen for a reason. how long have i been saying this? it seems like forever and that's how i feel too, that it's been taking forever to get from one place to another, but all the circumstances have to be aligned in order for them to happen. i also believe more and more that people will stay in my life for certain reasons and the ones who are staying make my life better for all the right reasons.
my family is not normal but compared to others my family is perfect!
my father cracks me up and i'm the only one trying to put order in the house - from 10,000 miles away?!?!? right!
kids keep me real.
back to obsession musical mood and sharing the pain,. i really feel powerless most of the time,
"having you as the paparazzi is enough. What the world has come to?"
i don't have time for anything these days, period. however, i've been finding more and more things to do and i just love it!! how insane am i??!?! how insane things will get from now on? this week alone has been insane. still, INSANE!! insane is the word lately. right there with bizarre. and bahamas, of course.
btw, i'm having so much fun with 'the bahamas'. the best part of it is that my kids told me that they will miss me, and some of them asked to move with me. so funny and so sweet!! i also told them that if i bug them enough and be very 'mean' to them, they will get so fed up with me that they actually will send me to the bahamas!! one of my favorite boys said, 'that's impossible ms k. you're too funny to be too mean'. i'm in love. all over again. my favorite girls just held my hand and shook their heads. it's quite hilarious.
i have seriously funny issues. and i have a blast with them!!!
mike rowe is on my list of fav men. how could i've forgotten him?!?!?! so is kevin smith. he cracks me up and i love people who can make an intelligent, sarcastic and funny comment.
how to teach a teenager to be sympathetic?!?!?
days off... i dream about them!!!
the impossible happened at 7am the other day. never again.
what is magnetite? aaaahhhhh, this will drive me insane in a couple of days.
2 weeks, babe!!!! then, just 1 week, honey!!! yeah yeah yeah!!!
a relaxing evening in hermosa? priceless!!! a turkey trot early in the morning? why do pay to do that?!?!?! lol.
enjoying lunch in mb is also priceless.
funny how i feel like i would kill him in 2 days!! not really, just a hypothetical idea. but really, what would we do with more than 2 days?!?!?!? kill each other for sure!!!
i don't have a clue where my mind is. or my heart, for all it matters.
is it summer already???
lots of love on a monday morning is all i really need.
wearing blue pjs, matching mine, sleeping in my dreams = priceless (lots of priceless stuff in my life right now).
where is the cat?!?!?!
berlin anyone?
there is so much i can do to help. i wonder what else can i do or should i just drop it?
7am in LA... 4pm someplace else... sunny in LA... rainy someplace else...
nothing like being the bigger and better person sometimes.
'ms k... %. ms k ... %.' - yeap, definitely back.
grandparents are special. i wish i had mine around.
i definitely need to be born again. with my whole body in order.
i really don't get it and i'm definitely done with it.
certain people should learn a thing or two about life and how to treat other people.
i used to miss. now it's nostalgic.
i'm living a paradox right now. so so bizarre.
i'm very happy for you. now come over and tell me the news!!! how hard is that?!?!? really, some people need a good slap to wake up to life.
santa claus factory is closed. finally.
'we can't take you out because every time you ran into someone you know. what's up with that?!?!?!' not sure.
very off. when will the drugs kick in?!?!?!
thiago pereira: way to go dude!
all i want is to be surrounded by pink. that means something big.
fires around us again. this is endless.
is it friday already?
where is my ticket?
tug of me. quite funny.
i have an entourage!!!
happy news make me a little bit sad right now... not really sad, but... empty?!?!? quite funny paradox. quite funny judgment. very very paradoxically judgment.
seriously: how do i do what i do?!?!? i should join the circus and be a juggler. i so should join a circus in the bahamas!!!

thanksgiving dialogue:
'last hug'
'ok'
'she still is very huggable. and very lovable.'
yeah, the very little things that put a big smile on my face.

'you're my superhero!'
i'm glad someone thinks like that...

'ms kk, i really love and miss you.'
i'm so grateful for little things like this...

"I have an aunt who whenever she poured anything for you she would say "Say when!" My aunt would say "Say when!" and of course, we never did. We don't say when because there's something about the possibility, of more. More tequila, more love, more anything. More is better."